"Invisible"

I've found myself being in the situation of feeling transparent, invisible as another being might say. At times I feel hopeless, and tend to believe that all the people around me are fake, that no one is there. It's put upon me at times that it's like I'm standing by myself in the snow, my surroundings are dull and exceedingly melancholy, and society is playing the role of the snow. I see it as if everyone is there but you can't express to much, all you can really do is watch it clutter, and believe that maybe one day, all the particles in one little insignificant flake will vividly grow into something so much more, a compassionate person, that will be less materialistic and ignorant. I'm not very upset at the fact of feeling like this, I see more as an experience. I see it as wisdom on it's way and to eventually find the people in your life that are going to play the friend and listen to your every motive, and not complain, but give you advice and talk about it.

I'm fond of the experience, and I am going to wait for the outcome to see what surprises it has in store for me.